alien animals from mars attacks!!! - random

I gotta get one of these....

The ingredients for a road trip to Spore

Long Long nite.....

Wednesday night marked the completion of the 2nd last song off the album.... the finishing line is SO very close. I've really been looking forward to recording this track. It's definitely one of my favourites - particularly for its lyrical content (so *naughty*) and I'm always tickled when i think back at wat/who inspired this song... hehehe...

I get locked up in the room at the end to record my vocals. PLS PLS PLS will someone tell me why ALL recording studios have siberian temperatures?! (particuarly the vocal booth) Bad for the voice mah!



czech out the PLOducer's working area




DO NOT TRUST THIS MAN.....



hehehehehe..... not true at all.... chewie has done wonders with my material.... he dots my i's and crosses my t's. Another great night's work.... nailed all vocals, backin and lead, in 3 hours. Me a very happy boogalooboo

I always need to unwind after a vocal session... so i headed to town... got upset by someone cos they totally fcuked up my plans, dropped something off elsewhere and ended up meeting a & a at bar b where i caught up with the blonde bombshell over a macallan's 18 yrs single malt. BLISS.

A & A & I then continued with a few mind numbing attempts at 5/10 followed by some hilarious outcomes of the name game. Mr A made-up FAR too many... From feeling quite down and out, countless macallan's & lychee martinis later, I was very thankful to A&A for lifting my spirits ('scuse the pun).Oh and thx to DADDY OF COURSE. By the way, crap cover-up Ms A...



From there we went to a friends house for one of her INfamous after parties... interesting collection of humans. Wateva it is i'm glad i went. Was glad to see her before she leaves. I left with a heavy heart. I'll leave it at that. Think I crawled home around 5ish listening to Amy Winehouse's LOVE IS A LOSING GAME on repeat. Washed face. Set alarm. Switched off phone. Hugged Mia g'nite. Passed out.

FINAL NOTE : Ms A + drunken + dare + chivas = macd's mcmuffin

silly rabbit. go put it right.... god i'm so tired

zzzzzzzzzzz.............

Voices like angels + dominos pizza + autographs = weirdness

I got some more great photos from the night I sang for the PM.... I'm so so happy that I insisted on getting a group photo with the kids. They did SO well and made me so proud.... Fantastic bunch of kids!



Then yesterday (day before yesterday actually - Wednesday), I went to the school to have lunch with the kids... walked into the hall to raucous greeting of "HELLO MISS ******* / AUNTIE *******. SO cute la! The company that had organised the PM's event that we performed at, had prepared these little plaques and certificates for each of the kids. As you can imagine they were thrilled. We also watched our performance on DVD of which they each got a copy. I forget how giggly kids are.... they couldnt stop laughing with/ at each other when they saw themselves on the projector.



We then feasted together on yummy dominos pizza and chicken wings, washed down with gallons of coke and sprite. I got to try for the very first time a very strange pizza "dessert"

pizza base + banana slices + pandan paste = YUCK YUCK EEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOOO YUCK

With all that done, I think the sugar started to kick into the kids... they decided unanimously it was time to mob me for my autograph.... which honestly... totally weirded me out!!! Wat a feeling and strange experience.

Boogalooboo's head "'me? me? you want my autograph? oh sh*t! wat do i write? how do i sign ? like i sign a cheque? credit slip? but it could be forged? eh? crazy fool, they're just kids!! so how?? wat now? me? are they sure? *SHY* cant believe this is happening. *overwhelmed* "'

photos to show the weirdness and shyness :-









I felt great at the end of the day. The kids gave me my first real sense of achievement with my music... I have fans!!!! there's hope for me yet....

Misty water-colour memories.. of...

These are some of the things i've been missing again recently - taken from an old diary entry.....

Sept 24th 2004
White Party
Marathon repeatedly
Mambo
Sex on the Beach
Chivas Green Tea
Absinthe
Absolut vanilla
Burger Ramli
Nasi Lemak
Madame Kwan fried chicken
Oysters
Cloudy Bay
Ghetto Heaven DJ console
Chris
Ms Grumpy
Ms Brazil
Regular Ultimate Mocha, NSA, NC
BSC
KLCC
Gucci
Prada
Chinoz
DVD shopping
Sri Hartamas
Star KTV
Bangsar avenue
Come Undone
She's a maniac
Take on me
Grease
Smoking on the 'patio'
Siberian conditions in my room
The L Word
Missy
iD.. hehehehe...
'iT'... HEHEHEHEHE...
Light blue
Burberry
Mia!
naughty oscar
Singapore
Genting
Opus
Bon Bon
La Bodega / Monopoly
Flams - Salmon
APPLE!
Patricia ;)
Hilton
Kampachi
Meet the Parents - literally
Meet the Fockers

The truth is, the last few months i've been happy, or rather I thought i was. Blessed with an amazing family, found wonderful friends who love and care for me so much, live in luxurious comfort, have a fabulous lifestyle and am seeing through my passion of work - YET - in the last 2 weeks i've been feeling incessantly sad. Painfully lonely. Even Mia senses it. Everyday she looks at me with forlorn eyes as if saying "mummy... wat's wrong?? I'm worried bout you"

I think maybe there's bad chi around me at the moment.. wat is it?? I need to find it and DESTROY it before it destroys me cos at the rate I'm going, each morning it's getting harder and harder to get myself out of bed. My heart is so heavy it's weighing me down and there seems to be no explanation.

I feel so jaded - something i promised i'd NEVER allow happen to me. Wat the hell's going on?????

Am i just being indulgent? am i just tired? being a dramarama? Post ms-ing? or is this REAL

wat the hell am i doing writing about this now??????? it's 1.20am and i've still so much to do before i sleep... important email and updating this damn blog with more relevant stories.

Bloody hell boogalooboo! Get a grip!! At least for a bit.. fooooooooool

... sigh ...

i'm still getting used to this whole 'blogging' thing....

i've so much i wanna write but feel I shouldnt... then again isnt the whole idea of a blog is that one expresses their true self and feelings... hhhmmmm

all i know right now is I have a mammoth sized black cloud over my head which I cant shake off... it's been awhile since i've had this overbearing cloud ...

*SIGH*SIGH*SIGH*

maybe if i go on facebook i'll find something that'll cheer me up

*SNIFF*SNIFF* :'(

Crazy hens.......

Well it's been a week since my last entry.... and since then I've been away. One of my best friends is getting married... and I know it sounds weird but despite how happy I am for her, I feel like I am also losing a part of her.

Enough of my emo rantings and on to wat we got up to. In a nutshell, 12 of us carted our darling hen to a secret location known as 'ipoh'. We spent the next 3 nights dressing her up in disgustingly tacky outfits, playing silly sexually revealing games, doing the running man and chicken dance, passing lychees, tanning, swimming.. oh and getting her really REALLY drunk. Wat are friends for right?

We have all agreed that ABSOLUTELY NO PHOTOS will be put on the internet so I've selected a couple that do not in away way reflect on the sort of weekend we REALLY had ;)


SUNSET SNUGGLE



SUNSET POSER

As I was sure NO ONE would believe me if I told them, here's a pic of our hired hen carrier (van) that was fully upholstered in the Louis Vuitton monogram 'leyder'


STYLO MYLO

With the stonkingly evil hangover I was suffering from on the way back, all I could think of doing was climbing out of the plane and jumping into the marshmallow clouds that surrounded us :) aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah *said breathing out*


LITTLE FLUFFY CLOUDS


Holidays with friends are the best... best friends... best holidays... holiday friends...

I just wish i didnt feel so unsettled - something (*one*?) is still missing...


BUT SUNSETS ALWAYS HELP TO SOOTHE MY SOUL