friends, family and food... insomnia

well so far this week i've been eating out a lot... Monday night I had a lovely buka session with the 2 Nadias at our FAVOURITE Kanna Culleeee (Curry) House... yum yum yum! It was a bit of a challenge forme though - going for banana leaf without eating rice. Yup. You heard me - NO RICE... CRAYZEEEEE right?? Well it's part of my commitment to looking small for my 3 videos that we're shooting in the next few weeks... Man - THIS IS TOUGH! :( However my trainer says I'm allowed to treat myself so we went for Swenson's ice cream after that... I inhaled my scoop of hazelnut and chewy chocolate ice cream whilst us girlies discussed all things naughty and nice (and VERY PRIVATE) hehehe...

I'm still amazed at how much rice Nadia can hide in that tiny body frame.

Tuesday - After a 2 hour dance session followed by a 45 minute cardio workout at the gym, I had Buka with some girlfriends of mine whom I havent seen for AGES.... DELICIOUS meal.. Once again I had to refrain from eating carbs so I had the warm chicken mediterranean salad followed by oxtail stew (minus the garlic mash *boohoo*) It was great catching up... it's amazing how much change there has been in all our lives over the last 6 months. Major changes. Lots of sadness. But good to feel there was no loss in hope for a brighter future. I gained a lot of strength from that dinner. I felt my friends resolve. It was uplifting. I miss these girls. Must make a conscious effort to be better at keeping in touch.
After dinner we met up with another bunch of gfs (girlfriends) and headed to a very 'special' place with a very 'special' collection of ppl for a very 'special event' *wink*wink*... (it was great seeing my darling KBF) not gonna say anything more than the balcony is smokey and hot AND that it was a great introduction to an alternative Yong Tau Foo... hehehe *sniggering*
The less weary insomniacs amidst us popped to another venue in town after that.... hhhmm... let's see... a lot of ppl who get the melbourne shuffle and the running man confused... errrr... oooh I got to practice a couple of my dance moves... better stop there.... :)

Wednesday - Buka with mum, abang and the boys - love and relaxed. Steak and Vegetables for me and yummy yum yum lasagne for everyone else.... darn that! Then a wonderful catch up with the two ppl who know me so well and to whom I can turn at anytime - aka my husband and wife. I've missed us hanging out, just the 3 of us... *before you start getting funny ideas, these are Nicknames*. Was mesmerised by the full moon as it allowed my thoughts to wander off to fading memories.

And finally thursday has arrived.... sigh... generally my heart has been heavy this week - personal issues close to the boogalooboo heart - woke up this morning for sahur with an even heavier heart.... sigh... and couldnt get back to sleep so am now running on about 3 hours sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep .... SIGH

errrr... listening to mastered tracks off the album now - sounding good - am happy - oh and I've done my first entry on the bursa pursuit blog FINALLY - Oh and proud to say I've got 137 members on my bursa pursuit challenge group on facebook :)

i'm starting to bore myself so cant imagine wat it must be like for anyone else reading this.... BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH